Watching you sleep dear child, watching you sleep,

Is making me think, making me weep

I wish I could give you everything that you need dear child,

Why cant I be everything

Times like these are hard, I wish I could be more,

Here i am down on my knees, down on my knees,

begging to that lord up above, if there is someone there,

please help me out,

Couldn't ask for better

All verse:

Today I woke up, light shining in my face,

You were there, arm wrapped around my waist,

All chorus:

I couldn’t ask for a better man to hold me tight,­­

You were there for me through the long and lonely nights,

My tears are wiped away with the gentleness of your fingertips,

My heart is warmed with the touch (no strum) of your kiss

When I have a bad day, you’re the person I think to call,

I can’t wait to see your face, You make my worries dissipate,

Bridge:

You build me up when life feels worthless, you are the light shining through my black clouds

I can’t imagine, life without you,my dreams are nightmares if you aren’t in them.

when time get hard, I want you near me

When I’m with you, you make my heart feel complete,

chorus-end

I couldn’t ask for a better man to hold me tight,

You were there for me through the long, long nights,

My tears are wiped away with the gentleness of your fingertips,

My heart is warmed with the touch (no strum) of your kiss

I haven't seen your face in quite a while,
I often wonder if ill feel the same,
The way you made me feel when you were around,
If I remember right it was wonderful.
I know you've found yourself a beautiful life,
all the pictures show your bright smile,
And if you're really in love I wish you the best,
But sometimes I wish I could have been then one,

Oh how they times they change,
we go our ways,
but I'll never forget,
The time we spent,
When you held me tight *when you held me tight*
The look in your eye *the look in your eyes*
The way I wished,
Our time wouldn't end.
Oh how they times they change,
we go our ways,
but I'll never forget,
The time we spent,

So here i am sitting on my porch,
remincing about the old good time,
I remember the day we laid on the grass,
talking about the sky and all the stars,
you told me never to change who I am,
because I wasn't the typical girl,
I may have taken you for granted then,
but if i could take it back I would.

4 non blones cover !!!

Losing it

I've been living my life the same,
each day is a crying shame.
I drench my mind in my blame,
and let the alcohol take my pain.

I can't find where I went wrong,
Trying to make my life stay strong,
I lose myself in every drink,
helping me not to think.

The water fills,
I start to drift,
close my eyes,
my body sinks,
letting go,
of all I've got,
The strength subsides,
and I'm gone.

I know I'm all alone,
it's every man on their own,
Deep in thought, I will not lie,
I'm kind of wishing i would die.

The water fills,
I start to drift,
close my eyes,
my body sinks,
letting go,
of all I've got,
The strength subsides,
and I'm gone.

My days are all the same,
In this redundant shame,
I need to make a change,
But I'd rather walk away.

Seriously irritated with people

I have come to a point where I am done with dramatic. annoying people. I am tired of people who make a huge deal out of something when it is equally their fault as well, well whatever the outcome was. On top of that i am tired of men in general making me feel like a piece of shit. Yes I may be called "passive aggressive" or possibly even "cold-hearted". To be honest the passive aggressive comes from dealing with men that have glass hearts and can't seem to take things with out making a huge deal out of EVERYTHING. I would rather face someone face to face and try to avoid confrontation and hurt feelings. Right now i just really need to vent because I'm fucking tired of it. I am a person also, so instead of thinking of yourself maybe actually call me up and talk to me and ask me what i am thinking because honestly I am a fucking nice person and I do the most i can to try and make people happy and people like you just bring me down. So it comes down to saying good bye and fuck you to those few I have held on to for way to damn long.

I wont be here when you say sorry for the millionth time. I'm done trying to make you happy and make sure you are taken care of, just move on with you life and possibly forget we ever had anything intimate because I am trying to do that myself and at times some of you make me wish I would have never met you.

happy ** song in progress

I have never, seen you so damn happy,
Your eyes shining brighter than my cars headlights,
You're looking at me, like someone just smacked you,
But you can't seem to tell me, why you're happy.

I just want to hear from lips that it's me,
because you make me happier, than I'll ever be.
and when I'm with you, I can simply be me,
And it feels so perfect, having you here with me.

I feel like we have, known each other for so many years,
and when you hold me, my heart beats, uncontrollably,
I wish you would just tell me what you're thinking,
This silent staring is starting to drive me crazy.

and maybe if we stop playing these games we'll be happy together,
and we can stop pretending we like being alone, because I don't
The way you are looking at me makes me think you want me, i know i want you.
and I know that, I want this like you do, i kind of like you.

I have never, seen you so damn happy,
Your eyes shining brighter than my cars headlights,
You're looking at me, like someone just smacked you,
But you can't seem to tell me, why you're happy.