It's Been A Long While

Hi Everyone,

 

It has truly been a really long time. I have had so much change also. I have been focusing on my music a lot lately and am currently about to release my very first album call "Walk In My Shoes"! YAY. You can go to facebook at https://www.facebook.com/lindsaystiehlmusic and look up my stuff or also you can go to http://www.reverbnation.com/lindsaystiehl .

 

I am going to try and do more writing on my blog and also update on my album and my song writing. So, with that being said, please stick around and check out my blog more often. Leave messages, give feedback, and let me know what you like!!

 

Thank you for your continued support.

 

Cheers,

 

Lindsay Stiehl

New video posted on my Youtube account. Kings of Leon cover and more originals to come :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm9gNrAy-co

Push and pull cover and New songs

I am posting a lot of videos and updating my youtube account! Please check it out and comment!

http://www.youtube.com/user/LStiehl171

Pushing through the hard times

I’m on my last dime, trying to find a way to provide.

Watching my son play in the corner oblivious to change,

I wish I could be everything to him,

But I feel worthless, worthless and incompetent

Friends try to hold me high telling me I will survive,

Others turn their heads, walk away when I put out my hand

I learned quickly, who will be the one I can turn to ,

Sadly friends will be lost, when I get through this.

G-D-C-EM or G-D-EM-C

I just got to keep on pushing through these hard times,

Things won’t get better if I don’t try.

With the bad times always come the good times

I am learning to appreciate what I have.

Barely food on the table, losing my house, losing my car,

Holding tight to what I have left,

Time goes slower when you have nothing left

I just keep looking for that small ray of light.

Watching you sleep dear child, watching you sleep,

Is making me think, making me weep

I wish I could give you everything that you need dear child,

Why cant I be everything

Times like these are hard, I wish I could be more,

Here i am down on my knees, down on my knees,

begging to that lord up above, if there is someone there,

please help me out,

Couldn't ask for better

All verse:

Today I woke up, light shining in my face,

You were there, arm wrapped around my waist,

All chorus:

I couldn’t ask for a better man to hold me tight,­­

You were there for me through the long and lonely nights,

My tears are wiped away with the gentleness of your fingertips,

My heart is warmed with the touch (no strum) of your kiss

When I have a bad day, you’re the person I think to call,

I can’t wait to see your face, You make my worries dissipate,

Bridge:

You build me up when life feels worthless, you are the light shining through my black clouds

I can’t imagine, life without you,my dreams are nightmares if you aren’t in them.

when time get hard, I want you near me

When I’m with you, you make my heart feel complete,

chorus-end

I couldn’t ask for a better man to hold me tight,

You were there for me through the long, long nights,

My tears are wiped away with the gentleness of your fingertips,

My heart is warmed with the touch (no strum) of your kiss

I haven't seen your face in quite a while,
I often wonder if ill feel the same,
The way you made me feel when you were around,
If I remember right it was wonderful.
I know you've found yourself a beautiful life,
all the pictures show your bright smile,
And if you're really in love I wish you the best,
But sometimes I wish I could have been then one,

Oh how they times they change,
we go our ways,
but I'll never forget,
The time we spent,
When you held me tight *when you held me tight*
The look in your eye *the look in your eyes*
The way I wished,
Our time wouldn't end.
Oh how they times they change,
we go our ways,
but I'll never forget,
The time we spent,

So here i am sitting on my porch,
remincing about the old good time,
I remember the day we laid on the grass,
talking about the sky and all the stars,
you told me never to change who I am,
because I wasn't the typical girl,
I may have taken you for granted then,
but if i could take it back I would.

4 non blones cover !!!

Losing it

I've been living my life the same,
each day is a crying shame.
I drench my mind in my blame,
and let the alcohol take my pain.

I can't find where I went wrong,
Trying to make my life stay strong,
I lose myself in every drink,
helping me not to think.

The water fills,
I start to drift,
close my eyes,
my body sinks,
letting go,
of all I've got,
The strength subsides,
and I'm gone.

I know I'm all alone,
it's every man on their own,
Deep in thought, I will not lie,
I'm kind of wishing i would die.

The water fills,
I start to drift,
close my eyes,
my body sinks,
letting go,
of all I've got,
The strength subsides,
and I'm gone.

My days are all the same,
In this redundant shame,
I need to make a change,
But I'd rather walk away.

Seriously irritated with people

I have come to a point where I am done with dramatic. annoying people. I am tired of people who make a huge deal out of something when it is equally their fault as well, well whatever the outcome was. On top of that i am tired of men in general making me feel like a piece of shit. Yes I may be called "passive aggressive" or possibly even "cold-hearted". To be honest the passive aggressive comes from dealing with men that have glass hearts and can't seem to take things with out making a huge deal out of EVERYTHING. I would rather face someone face to face and try to avoid confrontation and hurt feelings. Right now i just really need to vent because I'm fucking tired of it. I am a person also, so instead of thinking of yourself maybe actually call me up and talk to me and ask me what i am thinking because honestly I am a fucking nice person and I do the most i can to try and make people happy and people like you just bring me down. So it comes down to saying good bye and fuck you to those few I have held on to for way to damn long.

I wont be here when you say sorry for the millionth time. I'm done trying to make you happy and make sure you are taken care of, just move on with you life and possibly forget we ever had anything intimate because I am trying to do that myself and at times some of you make me wish I would have never met you.

happy ** song in progress

I have never, seen you so damn happy,
Your eyes shining brighter than my cars headlights,
You're looking at me, like someone just smacked you,
But you can't seem to tell me, why you're happy.

I just want to hear from lips that it's me,
because you make me happier, than I'll ever be.
and when I'm with you, I can simply be me,
And it feels so perfect, having you here with me.

I feel like we have, known each other for so many years,
and when you hold me, my heart beats, uncontrollably,
I wish you would just tell me what you're thinking,
This silent staring is starting to drive me crazy.

and maybe if we stop playing these games we'll be happy together,
and we can stop pretending we like being alone, because I don't
The way you are looking at me makes me think you want me, i know i want you.
and I know that, I want this like you do, i kind of like you.

I have never, seen you so damn happy,
Your eyes shining brighter than my cars headlights,
You're looking at me, like someone just smacked you,
But you can't seem to tell me, why you're happy.

another video for you and I

Video for the songs I'm writing

You and I

** another work in progress for a song im writing**

You and I laying hand in hand,
Im mesmorized by your glance,
here laying in your arms
I cant imagine a better place to land

And every moment spent with you,
is always better than the last,
Im entangles by the thought of you
I dont want this to end.

You and I are so close to being something incredible,
I dont want to see us fall apart like the rest,
You and I are something everyone dreams of,
and You and I are....meant to be one.

You have the best of me,
As I lay here next to you,
My heart is beating out of control,
As you are pulling me close.

Everything we have been through,
Has only made us better now,
I can't imagine anyone,
to spend this moment with.

You and I are so close to being something incredible,
I dont want to see us fall apart like the rest,
You and I are something everyone dreams of,
and You and I are....meant to be one.

**work in progress for a song im writing**

i can see in your eyes you want to say good bye

and no matter what I say your car is stuck in drive,

Im begging for you to stay, stick around and try,

but you have one foot out the door

the tears in my eyes cant seem to justify,

that we are worth the fight.


Please, I'm begging you to not let go,

Our years thrown down the drain, where do i go,

My life ending, without you theres no me,

You keep pushing me away, not giving us a chance be



What did i do wrong,

is there someone new,

Please tell me its ok, if youre happy ill walk away

I promise I wont make you cry again.

Im on my knees please stay with me,

Please baby, Don't leave me!

This world, that world, our world

It never comes with a reason,
The way things happen,
The good,
The bad,
The things that make your stronger,
The things that make you weaker.

Holding back from those things you need,
Go after the things you want,
We can't describe our irresponsibility's,
Why we leave our friends in the dust,
For something we "think" might be love,
but it's lust.

We are scavengers for ourselves,
and leave behind those that matter,
Through time some of us grow,
and some of us learn,
That there is more to life that what can be seen.

If you look at certain people,
You can see they see the world spinning around them,
Life revolving around what they call living,
Then you can look at another person,
See how they view the world differently,
They try and connect with the world,
The people,
The love,
The hate,
For everyone.

It is honestly not something we can ever get ride of,
As much as we try,
We write,
We sing,
We paint,
We create,
Something that bring to light the negativity's of this world,
These things wont change,
We will always have someone,
Who we are fighting to help the rediscover,
What "we" see fit in life.

delusional bitch

You are delusional, captured by the lies you live,
pretending to be good and honest,
only to be hiding yourself inside.

You creep and stalk,
holding yourself back from greatness,
Your angry wrath hold you back from real life,
You strive to fight and argue,
never giving into what is real life.

You creep around,
stalking those that "disappoint" you,
or better said,
those who find out who you really are.

D is for dangerous, delusional, distracted, disappointment,
every one of those words spell you,
you drip with disappointment,
you ooze selfish nature.

You create fictitious stories in your mind,
blinded by the misted mirror,
you look through the dark and see what you think is beauty,
but its blurred,
if you were to wipe away the mist,
all you would find is horror.

You wont change,
You cover your emotional and physical scares,
but honey, that wont hide your ugliness.
You're just a delusional bitch.

Fickle

You are so fickle,
you jump in and out,
Pretending to understand what you are doing.

You spit our hypocrisies,
Jumping from side to side,
never really knowing where to land.

You frustrate me,
To the point where I don't even want you around,
I don't want to see you,
Talk to you,
Touch you.

You are a cluster fuck of emotions,
You drown yourself in loneliness,
Never even a glimpse outside,
Never, really, opening your eyes.

Yet you speak of wanting more,
Someone who completes you,
You will never find completion while locked up in your darkness.

You say you don't like most people,
I think the problem is most people can't even like you,
They try to open you up,
See you and be a part of your life,
but all you do is push everyone away.

How can you ever have anything, when you won't let anything in?