Friday, June 25, 2010

No one but you breaks me down

No one knows how to break me down the way you do,
You pull me in when you need me,
and spit me out when you're done.

You seem to slowly unravel the strings that hold my life together,
Reaching out your hand when you need help,
but pulling it back just in time to watch me fall.

I wish there was away to erase the past,
because you are the only regret in my life.

You make me feel worthless and used,
Like I was some fun game for you,
Someone you wanted to watch fall apart,
you succeeded,
you win.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Creep into my mind

You silently creep into my thoughts,
Always seem to have a way with me,
The connection we have makes it hard to breath when you are near,
but I wish I could just walk away and forget about the passion,
The heart,
The feelings.

I wish you would stop looking at me the way you do,
Pulling me near you even when I sit so far away,
Looking at me like you care and love me,
The way I feel you do,
A type of connection most people long for,
That makes me feel like I need you.

I can't seem to feel or think about anyone they way I do you,
You have me wrapped around your fingers,
Even though you can be so cocky and bull headed,
I see past all that bullshit,
There is something deep to you,
Something no one sees,
But believe it or not I can see it,
I can feel it,
I can feel you.

Beyond your selfish,
Self centered world,
there is someone who truly cares,
Someone who wants to let go and let people in,
Let me in.

And you scare me,
In a way that is indescribable...

I don't want to feel the way I feel about you,
It's dangerous,
We are dangerous.

And regardless of me knowing this,
I still want you,
and I still can't get you out of my mind.
Not even for just a night.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Lonliness that Can't be Fixed

She gets dressed up to make a scene,
Procrastinating all her daytime deeds,
Her stilettos are on and stockings pulled tight,
She's ready to take someone home tonight.

She presses the red coloring to her lips,
Paints her face of different colors,
All just to stand out to the crowd.

Strutting in she makes her marks,
Deciding who will be her prey,
She belong to no one right now,
And She makes it known.

The night is young and she poisons her body,
Every alcohol to help her forget,
Every drug to help her accept.

When the night is done,
She's met her "match".
She drags him to her car,
Takes him for a drive,
She's ready to finish the night.

He lays her down and pulls her around,
She isn't herself,
but she is happier this way.

The blur of the night is done,
She looks to her right,
He pulls up his jeans,
Kisses her forhead goodbye.

No number on the table,
Nothing in the phone,
Just one night of fun,
And once again she's alone.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Numbness enraptures my body,
The waves of sweat drip down my face,
My heart is pounding rapidly,
My body is shacking intensely.

Faith dissipates with my overwhelming desires,
My eyes are hypnotized by the beauty,
The sensual feelings make me lose myself.

With your warm breath down my neck,
My eyes slowly close,
I am immersed by your sweet scent,
our sweet scent.

Your arms cradle around my back gently,
My lips slowly caress your lower ear lob,
Our bodies begin to entangle themselves closer,
No one is around,
Nothing is as beautiful,
Nothing can compare.